A Long-Awaited Update

Greetings from South Korea! Once again, the interval of time between blog updates has been way too long and it is now June. Already, I’ve been in this foreign land that is becoming more familiar by the day for 5 months. One of the most unique elements of life in Korea is the # of people here. South Korea is about the same size as Mississippi with 70% if its land consisting of mountains. Nevertheless, while Mississippi contains around 2.5 million people, South Korea is filled with 48 million people! It’s remarkable how many people they can fit in such a small country. What you also may find interesting about South Korea is that while most of the west is quite concerned about the unknown planning and plotting of North Korea, South Koreans really are not too worried. Though they do make military preparations and seek to join together with other countries to make a hard stance against North Korea’s nuclear program, the common Korean sees NK and Kim Jong il as a mere threatening, annoying voice that never goes away but that rarely acts as powerfully as their threats. It may also help that most of the world stands against North Korea to support and defend South Korea. Whether or not they threaten and attempt to harm other countries, North Korea desperately needs the gospel. Seeing video from their country is horrifying, as nearly all people there believe Kim Jong il to be a god, as they have been raised to believe and think from birth. The saddest thing about the North Korean government is that rather than providing food and care for their own people they spend all their resources to build this nuclear program meant to bring some semblance of power to this very small country. May God break through in this country to bring the gospel and His Kingdom to bear upon this weary, hurting country to bring light into the darkness to shine the glory of His grace in the midst of tyranny and evil—just what He did on the cross.

God continues to build up and bless our baby church! Our focus has not been so much on growing in #’s as it has been on growing internally with the near 25 people in Covenant.One of the ways God has really been nurturing and blessing our church is through our newly started Wednesday night Praise, Testimony and Prayer that we started three weeks ago! Having a time in the middle of the week where we can worship, pray, and fellowship together is such a refreshing blessing and is definitely leading us to know each other more deeply and grow closer. I think that one of the strongest elements of our church that God is building lies in community fellowship. After every service on Sunday that we have had people stay to fellowship well after the service and then go out to eat together. God has definitely put a mutual hunger for fellowship in most every one of the people He has brought to our church, and I pray that He would strengthen that bond and lead us to bless, encourage, challenge, exhort, pray for, and love one another more and more.

Music is an immensely deep and beautiful gift of God! Ryan Dixon, a relatively new member in our church, has reminded me of this truth through playing the guitar last Wednesday and also Sunday with Hannah Yoo on the piano. Before I knew Ryan could play the guitar, I had been kicking myself for not learning to play the guitar, as I really wanted to introduce songs from R.U.F. to our church. Then, Ryan came up to me a couple weeks ago after our service and told me he led R.U.F. worship at the University of Tennessee a couple years ago and would love to help with our music in whatever way he could. God is incredible! The most powerful moment of worship came last Wednesday when we sang “O the deep, deep love of Jesus.” Everyone singing was lost in the wonder of what we were singing, as voices were raised and lifted together to mimic the deep, overwhelming, powerful image of Jesus’ love: “O the deep, deep love of Jesus, vast, unmeasured, boundless, free! Rolling as a mighty ocean in its fullness over me! Underneath me, all around me is the current of Thy love!” I felt as though we were inside of this hymn while singing together, being fully immersed in the ocean of Jesus’ love that is deeper, wider, higher, longer, and more powerful than any other Truth, love, and reality ever in existence! While on most days I am swallowed up by the cares, concerns, wants, and needs of my flesh and this world, I was experiencing and being called instead to be lost and swallowed up in the deep, deep love of Jesus. As David himself said so beautifully, “Because your steadfast love is better than life, my lips will praise you” (Psalm 63:3).

A central truth I have been seeing in the past week lies in the presence and person of the Holy Spirit. On my own, I have no ability to grasp and be transformed by the Truth of Jesus Christ and the gospel. Not only this, but alone I cannot even see the power and Truth of the Word of God, as I discovered in going through a dry team where the Word and prayer were anything but alive and vibrant in me. I could read more and more, yet the Word was almost unopened to me. What God has revealed to me in opening His word to me again is that I will be blind and deaf to God apart from His presence through the Holy Spirit. I can't just go to the Word and expect to get something out of it. I must patiently and continually ask that God fill me with His Spirit to reveal the Truth of the Word that is not simply informative but transformative. Sure, I can open the Bible and learn about different aspects of it in my mind; but without the Spirit, I cannot have the Word change my heart and life. The Word of God is not preeminently a book of information that has power in itself to change. Instead, the Word of God is first and foremost a Person, who alone has the power to lead, guide, and change hearts. When I come to God's Word, as I often forget, I'm not coming to a book in an attempt to get something out of it for my own benefit; I'm coming to commune with a Person in order to see, know, and love Him more. Only through the Spirit's ongoing, continual, active work in my heart will I truly see and experience this beautiful reality, have my own life opened up before the Word, and have the Word Himself opened to me that I might worship and be transformed in His presence. Oh that my life would be opened continually by the Word of God, Jesus Christ, that I might be driven to a life of constant communion with Him and those in our Covenant community would also be driven to see, know, and behold Jesus Christ in true, daily, intimate, challenging, life-changing worship.

Please continue to keep me, the Yoo's, and Covenant Church in your prayers. It is so exciting to be a part of a fresh, new church plant in seeing every step of how God grows and forms a Body of believers. I am priviledged and humbled to be a part of this work, and know that God is just beginning to challenge and make us into the people He wants us to be. Pray that our focus would be on being transformed as individuals and a community through the presence and person of Jesus Christ on a daily basis that our lives would be nothing less than a constant outpouring of Christ and His truth and love to each other, and the lost and broken people of this city. Thank you deeply for your support and prayers, as I would not be here without you. You are all an immense blessing to me, and please let me know how you are doing and how I can be praying for you as God continues to conform you to the image of Jesus. I leave you with this glorious prayer of Paul for the church, and I for all of us:

"For this reason I bow my knees before the Father, from whom every family in heaven and on earth is named, that according to the riches of his glory he may grant you to be strengthened with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith--that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may have strength to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen." --Ephesians 3:14-21